My Future=???

As I can say, this is consider as an emo post, if you guys don't like it can just ignore it. ( no one will read my blog de lar). It have been a month after my last resit paper. Times flies, and also since the early of the feb, I had stop My jobs in STARBUCKS. Why I stopped My job in STARBUCKS ?As I know,because of My bad performance lor... that's why my name doesn't appear in the work scedule and I am such a STUPID USELESS ASS. So, now everyday I just sit at home and trying to find some hotel jobs or find some computer courses  in order to save up my time and in order to reduced spending the time in front of the computer 

Now My future =????? There are many question mark surrounding My mind, how would I be in the future ??  I have no idea, even my mom, my sisters, my friends  they ask me, what you want to be in the future ?? I was like oopss... I dont know how to answer them in that moment, because My Mind was blank .Sometimes, I am quite envy some of my friends because they have their mission and vision and for themself, my future look so BLACK and GLOOMY. ANYONE SLAP ME PLEASE. I hope I can be awake after SLAPED by someone but I know it's IMPOSSIBLE and no use.. 

Arrghhhhhhhh... Can anyone teach me how to do ?? how I go to overcome this?? I am wonder ?? and yeah.. Just now My mom said, she will gonna keep my lappie from tomorow onwards because I have been online for whole day without doing anything. So, I think I will be away  for a long periods.. thats good for me too, at least I won't neglected my studies just for online the whole days. 

Bye!!!