早安

昨晚的我又失眠咯。。。不好睡，而且今早六点多就给母亲所开着的灯给叫醒咯。想睡回去，可是睡不着了。不知道怎么，失眠又来拜访我。。。 健康亮了红灯，该多注意自己的身子。 昨晚蛮恐怖的，由于我失眠，就打算起身温习功课正当我在温习着时，突然没有电，电源供应中断过了几分钟，电源恢复了供应，这时候的感觉有点恐怖似的，就把作业搁在一旁，然后进回房间睡觉去。你们或者觉得我胆小，这我承认啊。。哈哈。。

今天很奇怪的，母亲竟然没把我的 “笔记本” 收起来，而我也不能这样来放纵自己把全部的时间花在这“笔记本的身上，考试即将来临还有两个星期就是考试时期，要好好把握这最后的机会了。 

对了，和大家说，在上星期六是否说是冲动的做了个抉择？？ 我自问，可是那时的我还是很清醒的，很清楚自己在做什么我不离别人或我的朋友会怎么看我，我不理会别人的眼光，那就是我将会改修我的major. 你们可能认为我会浪费了两年来主修 Hotel Management，我觉得不会啊。因为我有学到东西。

在上个星期六，亲自回到学校去报名，重新报读我的major，我知道这不是玩玩的，可是我总觉得我比较喜欢电脑，对电脑比较有兴趣。 所以我选了computer science and management mathematics, Internet technology and Business Information Systems 。 现在我该做的事情，都做了，只有等成绩揭晓吧。 

好了，现在该开始温习咯，再见咯！！！ 

Last Chance I have

The final is around the corner, and still have another 2 weeks to be final and this is my last chance to resit my Marketing I think, If ** TOUCH WOOD** I will gonna repeat this subjects then I gonna waste my times again ,so this is the last chance I have , I have to grab on this opportunities to do all the best I can and I hope I can attend the convocation as what My 2 sisters did last time. 

Hmm... this is a very short post I ever had.. so bye peeps.. Have a great Wednesday ahead.. =) 

很久没写了。

有好一段时期没有写部落格了。。因为近期又在忙起来了，找到一份工作在Starhill的JOGOYA。那里的生意很好咯，每个人都忙得不可开交。那里的同事大多数都从缅甸过来的，问过那里的同事， 他们都来了这里三年，就在这陌生的环境生活了三年。他们还对我说，缅甸是个很乱的国家，到处都是军人 “ Myammar No Good, Many Army around, No Good" 而且，告诉我那位是以前在缅甸的Master of Economics 的大学生，竟然都走来大马打工。可想象成，缅甸是个怎样的国家。和缅甸比起来，马来西亚可好得多了。在马来西亚的人民，每个人都有工作不用烦恼。真的觉得他们挺可怜的，离乡背井来到大马，还要来到一个陌生的地方居住，所以我觉得自己是身在福中，不知福啊，生长在一个那么好的环境，却不好好读书，唉 。。。。。 他们的做工时间比我长，他们从下午1 30 pm 做到凌晨 1 30 am，哇塞！！！整天耶。而且他们的手脚没有停过下来的，一直在做，就除了下午5点的那个时段，大家聚下来一起吃午餐，有说有笑的了，他们工作的烦恼几乎被他们的笑容铺盖了。

在这里做了都差不多两个星期了，也慢慢的习惯了这里的环境。可是，对那些饭菜开始感得厌倦了，每天都是鸡， 煮法差不多每次都一样。。哇劳！！！顶不顺！！！ 如果有得吃餐厅里面的事物就好了。

对！！！！这个月三十号就知道被录取还是不被录取了，希望可以被录取吧，而且是我自己喜欢的科系。哈哈，可是我总觉得录取的机会很渺茫，我的SPM result 并不理想。也不抱着重大的希望，人家总说希望越大，失望越大所以也不带着重大的希望去面对。当然如果能去到新加坡深造是好，因为有姐姐在，有照应，二来可以体会在新加坡的生活，我真的太喜欢新加坡了，虽然新加坡是个小国，可是和马来西亚来比，新加坡可好的多。

写着写着，竟然写得那么长，好了就写到这吧。。晚安 ！！！ 

My Future=???

As I can say, this is consider as an emo post, if you guys don't like it can just ignore it. ( no one will read my blog de lar). It have been a month after my last resit paper. Times flies, and also since the early of the feb, I had stop My jobs in STARBUCKS. Why I stopped My job in STARBUCKS ?As I know,because of My bad performance lor... that's why my name doesn't appear in the work scedule and I am such a STUPID USELESS ASS. So, now everyday I just sit at home and trying to find some hotel jobs or find some computer courses  in order to save up my time and in order to reduced spending the time in front of the computer 

Now My future =????? There are many question mark surrounding My mind, how would I be in the future ??  I have no idea, even my mom, my sisters, my friends  they ask me, what you want to be in the future ?? I was like oopss... I dont know how to answer them in that moment, because My Mind was blank .Sometimes, I am quite envy some of my friends because they have their mission and vision and for themself, my future look so BLACK and GLOOMY. ANYONE SLAP ME PLEASE. I hope I can be awake after SLAPED by someone but I know it's IMPOSSIBLE and no use.. 

Arrghhhhhhhh... Can anyone teach me how to do ?? how I go to overcome this?? I am wonder ?? and yeah.. Just now My mom said, she will gonna keep my lappie from tomorow onwards because I have been online for whole day without doing anything. So, I think I will be away  for a long periods.. thats good for me too, at least I won't neglected my studies just for online the whole days. 

Bye!!!

夜空

现在已经是夜晚11:07分了。。 在过一个钟，就是星期六了，很快的这一个星期也将过去，下个星期也很快到来。。 时间过得真快啊，过了下个星期，就是三月份咯。所以，这也证明了，岁月不留人啊。。。

下个星期三，将会到新加坡去，这次去的目的是为了找适合我的科系，因为我打算在新加坡深造，可是我在网上看到，在新加坡里的学院的要求入学资格都蛮高的，对马来西亚学生的要求是有SPM 文凭，可是我的SPM 成绩并不是很好那种，只是中等而已，惟有抱着尝试的态度去申请，如果可以的话，那就好不过了，真的很希望，有一天我的梦想会实现。

我有半年没到新加坡了，不知道那里有什么改变吗? 我最喜欢那里的Singapore River，那里的风景真的很好，很美，到了那边有点不舍得走，尤其是晚上的时候街上的街灯再加上高楼大厦的灯光，美丽极了。Singapore River 真的是一个好地方，改次你们到新加坡，一定要到那里去看看。

Singapore River 的风景

这个像苍蝇眼睛的大楼，就是Singapore 的Explanade 咯。

这个地方就是当时传说Stamford Raffles 来到新加坡时，上岸的地方。这也是Singapore River 的一部份

好了。。 就写到这儿吧。。。 再见

Farewell for Wei Shyan

We planned to have a farewell party for him before he leave M'sia and fly to Melbourne, Australia. So last friday, We went to Shyan's house for BBQ dinner party. Tiong Boon, Sheng Hao and I was the 1st to reach Shyan's house and then We help him to set up the fire for the two BBQ pits before the BBQ party started. Hao is an expert in setting up fire and this time was My 1st time to setting up the fire for the BBQ PIT and also need to credited to Hao,thanks for teaching Me how to setting up the fire.

The BBQ PIT fire setted up by Me but thanks for Hao helping =)

The BBQ Pit setted up by Hao

Since We were the 1st to reached Shyan's house, after setted up the fire and We started to cook our foods that was ready by Shyan's mom, there are variety of foods, such as chicken wings, chicken chops marinated with satay sauce, prawns, sausages, corns, chicken's drumstick which is already cooked and the desserts.

The sausages and The Chicken Wings

The Corns and the Chicken Wings

After 7 pm, Shyan's secondary friends and college mates came, Kar Yee , Sharon and Kah Hung were late because Sharon came all the from Cyberjaya, Kar Yee finished class at 6 something Lih Juinn arrive almost 8 pm and Kah Hung was the lastest, she had class from 10 am til 9 pm.. wootss... Pity her lor.. ahahaha.. When we Having Our BBQ, We took some photos too and all these were credited to Hao, Wei Shyan's Dad, Sharon and last but not least Shyan's sister. Thanks for the nice photos.

This photo was taken by Sharon, was cooking Corns for Lih Juinn who just arrive and Hao was cooking beside me too, see notice him bo ??

This Pic was taken by Sharon and oh ya!!! Sharon bring along her *Mie Mie* to Shyan's Party can notice it in this pic ??

Hao, Tiong Boon and Me

Lol!! We were promoting the prawns !! haha XD

The Group Pic !!! This pic was taken before Sharon and Lih Juinn left Shyan's house, both of them left early because Sharon need to back Puchong, so she tumpang Lih Juinn's car back and Lih Juinn going to meet Wei Hou they all after that.

After the BBQ sessions, We all went to Shyan's room and looking for his stuff and take photos, We realise that he still keeping his biography with him as well as the primary school magazine , haha.. all these are CLASSIC.

The Pic taken in Shyan's room

Group Pic Take 2

Tiong Boon, Kah Hung, Kar Yee and I in Shyan's room and I just swaped in when they taking this pic .. lol

THE GROUP PIC 2 ,all his friends with him, was taken in the living room of Shyan's house.

After so much fun we had, We left shyan's house about 11 something and before we left, we grab the chance to take pic with Shyan again.

Shyan and I

At last, I am very enjoy in this party very much and last but not least , SHYAN!! THE FUTURE ARTCHITECH ,WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN MELBOURNE ,AUSTRALIA. BEST OF LUCKS IN YOUR STUDIES.

Chap Goh Mei

Every Year of Chap Goh Mei seems to be normal and pass it peacefully,but for this year, its not the same for this year. This year I went to steamboat with my friends because one of my friends gonna further studies in Melbourne, Australia, so we gonna make him a pre-farewell party in one of the steamboat restaurant which is located in Yulek.

We ordered 2 types of soups for our steamboat, that's Tom Yam and Herbal soup. Its taste nice. but I eat less because I am full since I had my " Wan Tan Mee" in the afternoon, still full til the evening, that's why I eat less.After our dinner, We Planned to go Bandar Tun Razak's Garden, " PAO GAN".. You guys guess how much for the enterence fees, it's 10 Bucks. When go into the park, It was Crowded, was full of teenagers and the couples too. Later , My friends and I started to get into the pond and grab the oranges that the girls throwed into the ponds and our guys throw something special, that's Banana, We wrote our NAME, PHONE NUMBER , OUR STUDY COURSE onto the banana and gave to the girls who passed by but I never do that,just throw into the pond and no hope anymore.. sobz..

Later, 11 something, we planned to make a move and back to home since everyone was tired that time and since We grabbed a plenty of oranges edi.. LOLZ.. it was a fruitful day and it the 1st Chap Goh Mei that I celebrated outside with my friends.

I am trying to act cool

Shyan and I

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Now Get ready to get down the pond and grab the oranges

One of the orange I grabbed ,can noticed the phone number and name on the orange ??

There are plenty of oranges in the bag

Kindergarten's Life

Last week Thursday I met one of my KINDERGARTEN CLASSMATE again , who is he/she?? ermm.. actually is a she, she is called Shereen and I would like to say thank you to Mr Yap Wai Hoong ,he is one of my kindergarten classmate and I met him on few years back, when I transfer to cochrane during form 4 , I wonder where he get sheeren's contact from ?? He's so pro man.. a big applause to him.. hahaha.. 

Both of them didn't change much including me too.. Hahahax.... 

Talk about My kindergarten life, I was very remember about the 1st day of my pre- school ,that's my mom brought me into the classroom, when she was ready go for work, I was crying like no body business and I just don't let go my mom's hand when she was leaving .. thats was me in the in the 1st day of the school. (P/S : S

heeren and Wai Hoong remember ?? got image about the scene ?? ) 

Not only this, during the kindergarten time I was act like a " HAM BAO"   because I still remember My class teacher forgotten her name edi , she was fierce to us , I still remember there was a time , she teaching us math and I was poor in math that time and I keep on asking her until that she can't resist anymore and said :"Hey

 You, just throw Your exercise book into the bin"  since I was so innocent and naive and I just follow the instructions she gave.. lolz.. it was sad to me but it was fun to others.

Besides, I need to mention someone in My class, who is he/she ??  she's used to my best friend and tell u guys how I met My best friend.When the very 1st time I came into the class, she always look fierce to Me and always angry on Me and I am not dare to kacau her and talk to her, she can be angry on Me for no reasons and I also feel weird about her. After few months later, for don't know what reason she started to treat me as her best friend and I was like huh ??!!!  since then, we always talk to each other, sit beside her in the class and she even reserve a sit for me every morning... lolz.. she was

 really a best friend of mine. Thanks friend..

At last glad to meet back 4 of my kindergarten friends... I am waiting for the gathering so DESPERATELY.. Shereen, I am waiting for Your News Ok.. Thank You so much =) 

Can find out with one is me ar ??  lolz... Pui Tuck-ian, Gambatte 

HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE !!! 

Screw Up

This afternoon was My 1st day of exam. This morning I woke up early about 8 am in the morning and went to library for My last revision. In library, I go through again the questions that I spotted that will came out in the exam and I was so confidence with Myself during that period but during the exam, I " SCREWED IT" I was so disappointed when I looked at the exam's questions, its was totally not the same with what I spotted and read before, its totally different but luckily there is one of the question that I have confidence and know how to answer it and the other I just write whatever in my mind but I don't think I can pass this time and I am gonna resit this paper again.... SIGH.. this is an outcome of last minutes and why I still keep on repeating it as I know its a bad habit.. I wonder WHY ?? I thought I can do it but It was not, I am not dare to see what how My result is when the result release. 

Well, after nagging so much, I think I should study hard for my coming paper, its " Strategic Management for Hospitality industry.. I hope I can do better than the F&B paper and the Marketing one...Best of Lucks to Myself..and everyone who are having exams now.. Gambatte and Best of Lucks Guys..  Jia You.. Jia You.. 

人来人散

星期五下午，收到舅舅的来电，告诉我妈我的大姨去世了，当时接到了这个消息顿时沉默了一下。。 大姨的离去对他来说是一种解脱吧，因为大姨的身体很弱，没有胃口吃东西，连话也不说，只是每次闭上眼睛睡在床上，整个人都消瘦了许多,以前说话理直气壮的他，现在也变得一话不说了。 

昨晚出席了大姨的丧礼，见到大姨睡在棺木的面貌很慈祥，睡得很甜，并祝他早登极乐，成仙成佛。在昨晚的丧礼也见到许多亲戚，昨晚的气氛也不会感到很沉重，因为大姨的离去也是，也是在我们预料之中，看见我表妹的部落格写着“大姑妈”也就是我的大姨说，大姨很体贴， 因为他选择在这个星期离去也避免在新年时离去，要不然 别的邻居在烧鞭炮而表哥们则在烧银纸，也少许多新年的气氛. 

说完了悲事，也是喜事咯。。。 那就是我表哥的儿子出生咯。。。哈哈。在表妹的msn 看到他很可爱哦。希望他快高长大，健健康康的成长。 

好了，就到这儿吧。。祝大家新年快乐，万事如意， 健健康康迎牛年。。=） Happy 牛 Year